I started my journey, a long time ago (High School). The journey had many direction changes. I wanted to learn physics to understand the fabric of nature. String Theory and Theory of Everything were the most essential lifelong goals for me. However, due to parental pressure, I became an engineer. Not losing hope, I delved deeper into machine learning and philosophy to understand at least myself. I wanted to understand the conscious, sub-conscious, and the unconscious parts of my brain. Meditation helped, but was not enough. Got a high paying job but was not enough. I came to Germany to learn the A.I. aspects in more detail. During my Masters, I experimented with weed, LSD, and alcohol. It was nice to feel the visions of a higher being. However, true understanding came from a book by Max Tegmark and his book: Our Mathematical Universe. At that time, I was pushing the limits of my body (daily 10 Km run) and my mind (building a startup). In my last experiment with LSD, I achieved a path to satisfaction (my first article). Afterwards, I went beyond these crutches (stopped using LSD or weed). I realized what I needed: an introspective search. I wished, I had only kept doing meditation from the start. It's a slow way forward but it keeps me on the right path. My medium articles are like milestones on this path. I will keep searching the known knowns, the known unknowns, and the unknown unknowns (Johari window) ...

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